Some irony is present in my speech, false pompous tone, a little "joke" about thematics and the tone of various forums/jurnalistic/politic things, and myself, too. Nihilism, as I remember the "definition" by Nietzche is "radical loss of any sense - it`s the history of the 20th and 21st century". And "why you can`t get the Transformer"- is it some kinky "surfers" slang/joke?:-) If you actually mean electric transformer - then it`s really kinky... I ordered PT from an reputable Dutch company...but they answer E-mails only on Mondays from 7-7.30 a.m., one or max. two sentences - my experience. Impossible communication. I`m still waiting:-). But not for long.