Hi Adrian,I'm so sorry to hear that. You must be in shock, saddened and not really believing that it could have happened. All the "what ifs" running around in your mind.
I wish we lived nearer and could hang out. I think you're going to need to surround yourself with good freinds. You've sure been a good guy to know and visit with here.
Let me know if there's anything I can do.
Wayne